Magical Changing Mutation! Elegance Divine Angelic Wings Change!
I want to change so much but I'm the only one never given that chance. Yet everytime I try I can't. I mean if I compare myself to like eigth grade I have changed so much. Not mentally or physically but emotionally. I want to be something stronger and someone who can take and act more like who they are than they appear. But I can't. My friends are holding me back like chains sometimes. But without them I realise I would go insane.

I have a mind condition. Its a little strange. Its a mix between scitzo and psycho. I hear and see things that are not there. I imagine things and see things that never existed. De ja vu everywhere. Its part of the reason for my psycho dreams and for why I talk in my sleep. It torments me. Just like my classmates.

I want help I really do. But everytime I try to back away I go back because no matter how much it hurts, I actually like it. Its weird. I'm afraid one day I will end up in a white padded cell and wearing a nice new strait jacket.